Monday, December 19, 2011

Sing it Loud and Sing it Strong

"Silvio," Bob Dylan

Last year in my Top Ten Albums of 2010 post, I spent a little time summarizing each disc and discussing why I thought it deserved a spot on the coveted list. This year, I don't really feel like doing that...perhaps due to my lengthy previous post on fall shows, or maybe because it took too much brain power last year to honestly try using words to do justice to these incredible accomplishments. Therefore, in absolutely no  particular order, my top ten albums of 2011:

1. Red Hot Chili Peppers: I'm With You
Favorite Songs: "Brendan's Death Song" and "Even You Brutus?"


2. Bon Iver: Bon Iver
Favorite Songs: "Calgary," "Beth/Rest," "Towers"



3. Bright Eyes: The People's Key
Favorite Songs: "Ladder Song," "One For You, One For Me"


4. Cold War Kids: Mine is Yours
Favorite Songs: "Royal Blue," "Finally Begin," "Louder Than Ever"


5. Drake: Take Care
Favorite Songs: "Crew Love" and "Headlines"


6. Jay-Z and Kanye West: Watch the Throne
Favorite Songs: "Who Gon Stop Me," "N****s in Paris," "No Church in the Wild"


7. Cut Copy: Zonoscope
Favorite Songs: "Need You Now" and "Where I'm Going"


8. My Morning Jacket: Circuital
Favorite Songs: "Outta My System," "Circuital, "Wonderful (The Way I Feel)," "Movin' Away"


9. Unwritten Law: Swan
Favorite Songs: "Nevermind," "Dark Dayz," "Sing," "Love Love Love," "On My Own"



10. Wilco: The Whole Love
Favorite Songs: "Born Alone," "Whole Love," "One Sunday Morning"

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Music's Got Me Feeling So Free

"One More Time," Daft Punk

I love music. And while I won't dramatically and deceitfully say I couldn't live without it, I can say my life would be irrevocably changed--irrevocably less--if music wasn't a constant. I blast tunes into my earbuds while I'm getting ready in the morning (Red Hot Chili Peppers I'm With You is my current choice pick), my phone reverberates with my favorite jams when people I love call (the ever-romantic Chemical Brothers are a staple for Tim), and for most of my teaching career,  my classroom has been full of music at least 25% of any given school day. With the holidays quickly approaching here, Pandora Christmas is currently bookmarked on my MacBook, and I spend at least an hour or so a week perusing new releases and reading album reviews.

Some of my music-fanatic friends are perfectly content listening to music in the comfort of their own homes, cars, or offices. I'm sure I could be too, but the truth is I'm just a massive sucker for live shows. The experience of watching someone so utterly talented passionately sing and perform about life experiences so raw and personal and loud is virtually impossible to put on paper, but so completely sensational. Over the past three months, I have been lucky enough to catch some of my very favorite bands in some of my very favorite venues. The highlights:


Unwritten Law
Velvet Jones, Santa Barbara; September 7


A celebration
(About time)
A generation out of line (yeah)
The revolution's in everyone


I can't really explain my decade-long obsession with Unwritten Law. Point blank: They really aren't that great of a band; evident in their meager-at-best record sales and willingness to tour in less-than-stellar locations. Their lyrics are relatively standard and predictable, their sound is more pop-punk than true punk, and with the exception of Scott Russo (pictured above), their members change about as often as the seasons due to ill-timed fights, addictions, and (always my personal favorite) "creative differences." Additionally, they don't seem to "explore musically," as so many artists claim to do with each record. However, I can't seem to "shake" this band, nor do I want to. About twice a year I inevitably enter an Unwritten Law phase. Akin to a bear in an isolated albeit abridged hibernation, I listen to virtually nothing else for a week or two, remembering every nuance to every song and ruining the speakers in my poor Honda CRV. I've seen Unwritten Law 4-5 times live, although this show at Velvet Jones was easily the best yet. Tim and I arrived early and ended up in the front row of the small venue. Beers in hand and inches away from Unwritten Law's 14-year frontman, we got our "kicks under the neon lights" for a solid two hours. They played a full setlist complete with old favorites and new gems off of their latest release, Swan. Slightly (heavily?) intoxicated and blissfully happy in the spotlight, the members of their latest clan positively glowed. I'll be at as many future so-Cal shows as my wallet can handle, no questions asked.


Fleet Foxes
Santa Barbara County Bowl; September 13

After all is said and done I feel the same
All that I hoped would change within me stayed
Like a huddled moonlit exile, on the shore
Warming his hands a thousand years ago

It seems like America is obsessed with Fleet Foxes. Don't get me wrong; I think they're great. This was certainly a fun show, and I have to say their live music sound is close to flawless. Live, Fleet Foxes prove they are essentially the anti-thesis of processed and manufactured music-- their talent is raw and real. That being said, this wasn't my favorite show of the fall-- by a long shot. Perhaps that's because I saw some pretty kick-ass shows. Or perhaps it's because try as I might, I won't ever be the world's biggest Foxes fan. Whatever the case, Fleet Foxes are a noteworthy band that puts on a commendable show, and if given the choice again in an alternate-universe type fashion, I would most certainly go again. 


Bon Iver
The Shrine Auditorium, Los Angeles; September 19

Only love is all maroon
Lapping lakes like leery loons
Leaving rope burns--
Reddish ruse

Justin Vernon, the lead singer (and mastermind) behind Bon Iver, is a genius. I've never heard music quite like this, and I have no idea how to categorize it. Unbeknownst to me, the Monday night setlist included my two favorite songs back-to-back. The version of "Blood Bank" was raucous and louder than the album version, and the crowd gave a standing ovation at its close. Shocked by the response, the band only played a few notes of the much slower "Beth/Rest" next, before stopping altogether and claiming, without words, that they couldn't let the momentum and rush of "Blood Bank" fade. And even though that meant they were skipping one of the songs (I thought) would be a highlight of the show, I couldn't disagree. Seemingly unaware of his talent and magnitude, Vernon casually stood in the forefront of the stage and allowed his band to help him build "sonic cathedrals," as the LA Times so accurately dubbed the performance. Perhaps LA Weekly described the final moments of this performance, which ended with "The Wolves (Act 1 & 2)", best: "The echoes of our voices bounced off the walls and shook the foundations, repeating over and over again the cryptic refrain, "What might have been lost?" It was as if to give thanks for the fact that we are alive and lucky enough to be together in one place to sing with this band." 


Bright Eyes
Santa Barbara County Bowl; September 25

We must blend into the choir
Sing as static with the whole
We must memorize nine numbers and deny we have a soul
And in this endless race for property and privilege to be won
We must run, we must run, we must run

We must hang up in the belfry
Where the bats and moonlight laugh
We must stare into a crystal ball and only see the past
And in the caverns of tomorrow
With just our flashlights and our love
We must plunge, we must plunge, we must plunge


In the hauntingly dark but craftily honest "Ladder Song," Bright Eyes' searingly genius frontman Conor Oberst laments he feels "estranged every now and then," claiming to be "tired of traitors always changing sides" and warning others they're "not alone in anything," because they aren't "unique in dying." It certainly isn't upbeat, and while perhaps intellectually and scientifically poignant, for the most part his lyrics are scathing and depressing. However, somehow Oberst manages to interpose the perfect combination of vulnerability and sensitivity into his songs, and on this particular night when he winningly whined, "I gotta get to the con-cert," I'm sure I wasn't the only audience member grinning giddily from ear-to-ear.


Styx
Santa Barbara County Bowl; October 4

I look to the sea
Reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had

We lived happily forever
So the story goes
But somehow we missed out on the pot of gold
But we'll try best that we can to carry on



Disclaimer: I was (formerly) not a Styx fan. One of my best friends in college used to blast Come Sail Away on repeat occasionally in the dorms, and I vaguely remember humming along non-commitedly. Additionally, I know my mom was a big Styx fan years ago, and so I've coincidentally heard her mention their name in passing. However, going into this show, I honestly viewed Styx as a washed-up opener for a much "greater" band. I couldn't have been more wrong. Styx was a tour de force of noise and lights and energy. They tore up the stage like young twenty-somethings, belting out every single note eerily on key and with an impressive-to-say-the-least vibrancy not usually lost on brand-new artist--but these guys have been around for decades. They went out with a bang, revving the audience up for the main event. 


Journey
Santa Barbara County Bowl; October 4

In the shadows of a golden age
A generation waits for dawn
Brave carry on
Bold and the strong

Ever since I was a thirteen-year-old with a copy of Journey's Greatest Hits in my hand, I've considered myself SOCOOL to like this band. I remember blasting "Wheel in the Sky" on repeat for about SIX MONTHS as a teenager, attempting to become a part of the "older, cooler" music crowd of a previous generation. Seeing Journey live was just as fun as you would expect, even with the added fact that Steve Perry has been replaced by Arnel Pineda-- (whose voice sounds like a carbon copy of the former lead singer's). Their 80's power-pop music is catchy, their phrases well-known, and their audience genuinely loves having a good time singing along with the band. The final song of the night was "Any Way You Want It," and every single person in the crowd (ushers included!) was dancing and singing along to every word. 


ALO (Animal Liberation Orchestra)
SoHo, Santa Barbara; October 31

The road is long and windy 
like a good mystery unfolding
It twists and turns in colorful subplots and sunburns and fake out endings
And sometimes my patience in the whole process starts bending

As I attempt to unravel the web 
by traversing and rehearsing and perversing 
along the doubt-laden extension chord thread of my life

The biggest bummer about this show was that the band didn't take the stage until really late. As a result, we didn't end up staying through the entire set-- a long day coupled with work the next day. Which was unfortunate-- this is a band who genuinely loves performing, and that attitude and energy is not lost on the audience. While I didn't know a ton of ALO songs, it was impossible not to enjoy their silliness and creativity. Sounding a little like a mix between Jack Johnson, G. Love, and the Dirty Heads, ALO impressed with their clean sound and light mood. 


My Morning Jacket
Gibson Amphitheatre, Los Angeles; December 5

I'm going where there ain't no fear
I'm going where the spirit is near
I'm going where the living is easy
And the people are kind
A new state of mind

I'm going where there ain't no police
I'm going where there ain't no disease
I'm going where there ain't no need
To escape from what is
Only spirits at ease



One of my best friends bought tickets to this show mere hours before they took the stage, and we sped down to Los Angeles on a Monday night with hardly a moment's notice. This was his sixth or seventh time seeing MMJ live, however it was my first, and they certainly didn't disappoint. MMJ performs with this unparalleled and almost ghostly ability to channel the likes of Led Zeppelin and Neil Young, but do so in a way that's uniquely their own-- the viewer never gets the impression the band is simply trying to re-create rock music of someone else's. Instead, it seems like MMJ wants to remold rock music in a way that fits them, and they genuinely-- but not desperately-- want their audience members to join them. This show was magnificent, and I'm rather ashamed that it was my first time seeing them live. I'm crossing my fingers in the hopes of seeing their name as a co-headliner at Coachella 2012. 


Watch the Throne: Jay-Z & Kanye West
Staples Center; December 12

I made "Jesus Walks" so I'm never going to hellCouture level flow, it's never going on saleLuxury rap, the Hermes of versesSophisticated ignorance, write my curses in cursiveI get it custom, you a customerYou ain't 'customed to going through CustomsYou ain't been nowhere, huh?
Not unlike most of the shows listed above, words just can't do justice to this masterpiece. Seeing Jay-Z and Kanye live, together, was a dream come true for me. Loud, abrasive, haunting, polished, and pure perfection, these Kings did nothing but throw diamonds and proudly display their well-deserved throne for over forty songs and three-plus hours. As the stage went dark after the final notes of the encore, Kanye's voice could be heard high above the soaring cheers. In true KW-arrogance-fashion, he laughed: "Sorry if this was your first concert. It's all downhill from here." As irritating as his love for himself and his music might be, I can't argue with that. I'll just let the setlist do the talking:
H.A.M., Who Gon' Stop Me, Otis, Welcome to the Jungle, Gotta Have It, Where I'm From, Jigga What, Jigga Who, Can't Tell Me Nothing, All Falls Down, Flashing Lights, Jesus Walks, Diamonds from Sierra Leone, Public Service Announcement, U Don't Know, Run This Town, Monster, Power, Made in America, New Day, Hard Knock Life, Izzo (HOVA), Empire State of Mind, Runaway, Heartless, Stronger, On to the Next One, Dirt Off Your Shoulder, I Just Wanna Love U, That's My Bitch, Good Life, Touch the Sky, All of the Lights, Big Pimpin', Gold Digger, 99 Problems, No Church in the Wild, Lift Off, N****s in Paris (times NINE!)
 Sidenote: This was quite honestly the quintessential prototype concert of my life. And if Yeezy and Hove had replaced "Public Service Announcement" with "Why I Love You" and "That's My Bitch" with "See Me Now"? Well, there's a chance I may have just dropped dead in the orchestra seating of Los Angeles's most famous stadium, because I was thisclose to doing so anyway...

"After silence, that which comes nearest to
expressing the inexpressible is music."
-Aldous Huxley

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Our Love is A Star

(Sure, Some Hazardry)
"Beth/Rest," Bon Iver


Fitting that this entry is two months late...

Here's to the past two years. Of love, friendship, laughter, and Pete Townsend. Of bare feet, shell necklaces,  Enzo, and Lotus Thai. Of moves and heartache and acceptance and reunion.

Here's to following our hearts, always.
To never, ever settling. 
To dangerous treks down rocky terrain to get WAY too close to the elephant seals.
To silliness and creativity and invincibility. 
To fresh fish tacos and sweet tea vodka.
To too much wine and 2:00 AM conversations.
To belting out "Walking in Memphis" on road trips, beautifully off-key.
To never carrying a burden alone, no matter how painful or isolating. 
To birds of paradise and extra Splenda and The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
To understanding a dream is never too distant or too unrealistic or too big or too anything.


Maybe you'd be kidnapped by pirates
And they would take you to their hideout
As pirates often do
But I'd find the secret map
And I would vigilante-bushwhack
Through the jungles of Peru

Just to save you and I'd take you north to Mexico
Where you would tell me your life story on the steps of a Mayan temple
Where we'd camp singing nonsense songs in 12 bars to the jaguars, until you'd sense me
Your eyes convincing, and I would kiss you like a hero in the half-light
Dryer sheets and peach shampoo, the smell of palm leaves, I'd sleep against you
Until the natives found us, but they would crown us king and queen
And we could stay there, spend our days there, eating guava by the sea
And I could understand your views and you could fall in love with me

And while the silly human race talks to droids in outer-space
We grow old and laugh about this song
And between the jungle and the stars, you sing nonsense songs in 12 bars to me
And in my sleep I hum along

-Ludo-








    I hope your heart will (always) beat where my home is...
"Movin' Away," My Morning Jacket

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

A Little Town and a Great Big Life

"Everyday America," Sugarland


I've never been very good at goodbyes. As excited as I always am about the adventure-filled impending future, that one metaphorical toe always seems to be drawn back by some unseen force into the place I'm leaving, nostalgically attempting to grasp some piece of what will soon be my past. It's amazing how easy it is to overlook all of the struggle and loneliness and frustration of the past nine months when compared to the things and people I'll be leaving behind.

Don't get me wrong-- Santa Barbara is the place I need and want to be. On June 12th, I get to drive my favorite freeway in the world, California's very own 101, for what will feel like the millionth time. I get to take the more-than-familiar Hope Avenue exit and make my way to Willowglen Road. I get to park in front of my favorite house in existence and unpack my things in a residence I know better than any spot on this Earth, in a town I know and love more than any single city in the entire world. I get to return to my sun-saturated roots, take Bailey on walks to Willowglen Park, and become a regular again at Blenders, East Beach, the SBCC track, Los Banos, and Joe's. Above all of this, I get to return to a domesticity and day-to-day partnership with my best friend; my husband, and live amongst friends and family I've missed being geographically closer to. There isn't one atom of my being that questions whether or not this move is the right Next Step, and thinking about the little niche in the world that is San Roque neighborhood inevitably brings a smile to my face. I'm so excited about rockin' the suburbs Ben Folds style this summer.

That being said, thinking about what I'm leaving behind in Carlsbad makes my heart cringe and, especially as these final days of the school year rapidly approach, gives me a lump in my throat that's increasingly harder to avoid. I read the final chapter of The Catcher in the Rye aloud to my juniors yesterday, and the last line, fittingly, reads: "Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody." While I absolutely don't regret sharing my life and my experiences with my students, or wanting to be a part of theirs, it certainly does make it that much harder to leave them and this community behind.

I've spent a number of posts in this space discussing my teaching experiences, and I know I've commented on more than one occasion about my students' seemingly endless capacity to impress. Of course they have their moments of angst and rebellion and stubbornness. Of course I've felt pangs of frustration and anger and impatience. There are days I combat apathy and cheating and lying and disrespect, and head home with a heavy heart and a burdensome weight on my shoulders. However, the buoyancy and positivity and talent of these kids is nearly gut-wrenching.

This year, I've had a number of conversations with a number of students who are feeling world-weary and a little lost. Shaken by the "system" and angry at the people who've created it. Discouraged by their inability to change the world in a single day through a single fist raise and a little determination. Worried about the way their lives will unfold and whether or not their contributions will be "enough" to sustain the lives and legacies they wish to lead and leave behind. Beaten by algebraic equations and indefinite pronouns, unable to understand where these proofs and facts will ever fit into the great Puzzle of Life they wish to one day attack, solve, and conquer. Rendered apathetic by authority or misguidance or illegal substances. Defeated by people who let them down or didn't understand or just flat out forgot. Fear, anger, confusion, embarrassment, rebellion...the teenage cliche exists for a reason. However, once again I'm repeatedly awed by the resiliency that is the human spirit. My students, for the most part, continue to come into my classroom with open minds and willing attitudes. They ask honest questions and they share their lives. They smile, laugh, cry, and collaborate to cohesively form one unit of 172 individual forces who just happened to end up in room 3210 last fall. I am so tremendously proud of them--not only as students, but as people--and I will miss this final group of my Carlsbad High kids more than they know.

One week and three days from now, I will pack my CRV and head up the coast to a little seaside town aptly nicknamed the American Riviera. I will spend the summer swimming in my favorite expanse of the Pacific, rollerblading through the sidewalks of my childhood, painting and playing drinking games in the garage where I used to park my Acura Legend, and relishing the Hendry's sand in the bedsheets. But for now, I'm soaking up my final days in this little seaside town; laughing with my kids, walking Bailey on the sand in front of Tower 37, drinking Norte margaritas, and running along the Carlsbad bluffs just before the sun sets. Dr. Seuss advocates: "Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened..." Sage advice, although I can't imagine I'll make it through next week with dry eyes...


Nothing that is can pause or stay;
The moon will wax, the moon will wane,
The mist and cloud will turn to rain,
The rain to mist and cloud again...

~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


Sunday, May 8, 2011

Splendid Evenings

"Live to Tell the Tale," Passion Pit


God bless that smile on your face
God bless the seeds in the ground
God bless my family's keen gaze

Oh, I know...
that whatever happens to you,
Whatever happens to me,
I hope that I'll fall asleep
Knowing that you'll always be
The story with no ending



And this is like I have always dreamed:
Cobblestone and dusty feet
That's the way it should always be
Head over heels, and deftly
Wonderful and healthy



One. Month.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Welcome to the Good Life

"Let's go on a livin' spree..."
"Good Life," Kanye West

According to Arcade Fire's crowd-pleasing anthem "Rebellion (Lies)," "sleeping is giving in." That was certainly proved true this past weekend in the sun-drenched desert heat of Indio's 12th annual Coachella Valley Music and Arts Festival. While we may have fallen into our beds past 3:00 AM most mornings, the mind-boggling audio overload we experienced each afternoon/night was more than worth a few less hours of shut-eye.

We spent the weekend in an amazing rented house in La Quinta, situated squarely on a beautiful golf course and complete with our own pool and spa. We brought beach cruisers to avoid the traffic to and from the venue, and owe virtually all of the planning to our good friends Phil and Lindsay; Coachella veterans who secured the house, snacks, and beer. On Friday, Tim and I got to the grounds around 5, and spent the first half hour gaining our bearings and taking in the immense stretch of stages, statues, and spectators. As we made our way towards the Main Stage, the mellow sounds of Lauryn Hill's set drifted lazily through the air, and we stopped to take in a few of her songs before heading to the Outdoor Stage. Sadly, we missed her Fugees medley, however we were able to score an enviable spot for Cold War Kids. Their killer set included "Hospital Beds," "Royal Blue," and "Louder Than Ever," and certainly set the stage for what proved to be one of the best weekends of my life. 

"Bring the buckets by the dozens; bring your nieces and your cousins..."

15 minutes after Cold War Kids' encore, Brandon Flowers took the stage. Wearing his signature vest and a huge grin, he belted through more than half of Flamingo before bringing out the rest of the Killers to perform "Mr. Brightside" and "Read My Mind." 

"Sunsets in neon lights..."

As much as we wanted to stay at the Outdoor Stage and watch Crystal Castles, we left to catch the second half of The Black Keys from the beer garden. This was my first taste of what I'd heard dubbed "Conflictchella" only an hour before: being fully aware that another band I badly wanted to see--Cut Copy-- was playing in that moment and I was missing it...I guess life's full of difficult choices, and sometimes sacrifices just have to be made. However, catching Brandon Flowers/The Killers and The Black Keys more than made up for the fact I'll just have to see Cut Copy the next time they play their way through so-Cal. Kings of Leon came on after the Keys, and they played a long set full of older hits and new material off of Come Around Sundown. As talented as I know KOL is, for some reason I hadn't been overly excited to see them perform. While they sounded good live and their set was entertaining, the highlight headliner of the night was certainly the final act. We ended Friday night watching the Chemical Brothers tear up the main stage, back with another one of those block rockin' beats and ready to send the audience into an electrified experience of lights and noise. Their carefully choreographed visuals exploded off the big screens, and their clean electronics kept the dancing audience on their feet and screaming for more. While I wasn't all-too familiar with the Chemical Brothers before this weekend, I already have half a dozen new songs of theirs now on my iPod. Day 1: Success.

"Cause there's a party over here, so you might as well be here..."

On Saturday, we woke up late and inhaled an AMAZING breakfast of banana and wheat pancakes, eggs, and bacon a la Lindsay and Jessica. We spent the day lounging at the pool, drinking beers, and watching the boys (rather sadly) play the single pin directly in front of our house, carefully retreating into our backyard when actual paying golfers made their way onto the course. By 4:00, we were ready to head back over to the Empire Polo Field for another afternoon of music madness.

Cage the Elephant certainly didn't disappoint. Their crazy set included a handful of their well-known songs and a number of other fast-paced, off-the-wall sing-a-longs. With his rock-star mop and clad in a red gingham-esque dress, lead singer Matt Shultz led an already-excited crowd into a wild abyss of noise and melody, and everyone walked away from his set sweat-drenched, wide-eyed, and happy. 

"So all you critics who despise us, go ahead and criticize us...It's your tyranny that drives us, adds the fire to the flame"

We made our way over for the last part of Broken Social Scene's set to get a good spot at the Main Stage for Bright Eyes. I was highly, highly anticipating Conor Oberst's beautifully tragic and soul-searing melodies, and I was blown away by the rawness and simplicity behind his voice. I was virtually entranced by the sound and lyrics of their entire set, which included "Bowl of Oranges," "Road to Joy," "Shell Games," and "Four Winds." While it would have been nearly impossible for me to pick my top two or three songs for Bright Eyes to perform, those are four of my absolute favorites. 

"The crowd kept pushing forward 'til they swallowed the police...yeah, they went wild"

Only twenty minutes after Oberst and his magicians left the stage, Mumford and Sons began a set full of high expectations in front of a larger crowd than most. Each member of the band smiled for virtually the entire show; they seemed genuinely excited and honored to be playing in front of the 60,000+ audience. They played most of the songs off of Sigh No More, then also proceeded to play two new songs. London-based they might be, but their U.S. following grows by the hundreds every day.

"So let the memories be good for those who stay"

At this point in the night, Empire of the Sun was about to rock out on the Outdoor Stage. As tempted as I was to see their high-intensity and much-talked-about performance, I didn't want to give up our awesome seats for the final act of the night, so we opted to stay through Animal Collective in order to wait it out for Arcade Fire. In all honesty, I wanted to like Animal Collective. I'd heard good things. The Coachella-powers-that-be deemed them 9:00 PM Main Stage worthy. However, I just couldn't get into the electronic-psychodelic-synth that boomed through the speakers, or the sensory-dripping colorful images that invaded the big screens. Perhaps it was because I knew I was missing Empire, or perhaps it was because I knew Arcade Fire would be gracing the stage in mere minutes. Whatever the case, I wasn't disappointed when their final disconnected-noise-beats song ended and the heavy crowd stood in patient desperation, anxiously awaiting the next band's arrival to the stage.

Before I left, I was looking forward to lots of Coachella bands. Old favorites, current favorites, and bands I only just recently discovered-- music overload I could hardly wait for. However, if I had to pick just one group I was most excited for, it was undoubtedly Arcade Fire. I am a relatively new Arcade Fire fan....while I've been aware of them for a few years, I only this year started listening to them on a regular basis. I don't know what took me so long, because every single time I put on any one of their CDs, I'm immediately sucked into the mind-blowing lyrics and anthemic beats. I had extremely high expectations for Arcade Fire's live show, and I was absolutely not let down. From start to finish, this band delivered the best live performance I've ever seen. 

"And now the music divides us into tribes"

Their set covered songs from Funeral, Neon Bible, and The Suburbs, with an (understandably) bigger focus on their newest album. Their energy was almost tangible, their focus was spot-on, and their enthusiasm involved every member of the audience whether or not the listener knew the words. In the middle of "Wake Up," the final song before their encore, they released 2,000 huge beach ball-esque orbs from above the stage, each filled with an LED light which was later set to the beat of the music. They ended their time on-stage with a three-song encore featuring "Ready to Start," "Neighborhood #1," and "Sprawl II." Day 2: Pure Perfection. 

"Now our lives are changing fast...hope that something pure can last..."

We woke up on Sunday morning, and I honestly remember wondering how this third day could possibly compare to the magical music overload of Friday and Saturday. Due to the dusty heat, we opted to forgo both Jack's Mannequin and Wiz Khalifa, but made it to the festival grounds in enough time to catch one of my favorite bands of all-time, Jimmy Eat World. While I've seen them before, it was years ago and I forgot just how much I love watching this band perform live. I think I can easily classify over a dozen of Jimmy Eat World's songs my "all-time favorites," therefore I honestly didn't know what to expect for their set. They pulled songs from all seven of their studio releases, however their hour-long performance primarily featured choices from Invented, Futures, and Bleed American. When the first chords of "23" came blaring steadily out of the speakers, I had to close my eyes for a second to recognize and appreciate just how happy this weekend--this moment--was making me. At so many junctures over the course of the three days, I had to stop and remember to take it all in--so excited to "play my little part in something big," as Jim Adkins might say. 

"Hey now, we're wide awake and we're thinking, my darling...Believe your voice can mean something"

Because we decided to watch Jimmy Eat World on the Outdoor Stage, we missed most of Nas and Damian Marley's set...(I still cringe a little when I think about the fact we deliberately chose not to watch the duo sing "Road to Zion"). By the time we made our way to the Main Stage, they had about two and a half songs remaining, and we got to hear them cover "Could You Be Loved" before they left the stage. 

"I've got joy in abundance; I've got life full of substance...So I count my blessings"

We caught a little of Death From Above before heading to the Gobi Tent for Foster the People, a relatively new band I got to see perform at BellyUp in Solana Beach a few weeks ago. The three-person group is loud, musically talented, and full of energy, and although they came onstage half an hour late, once there their music made up for the audience's impatient restlessness. 

"I took a sip of something poison but I'll hold on tight"

Duran Duran played on the main stage right after Foster the People, and I remember having a moment of "this can't be real life," as I walked away from the Gobi Tent. Before the final chords of "Pumped Up Kicks" had even finished, I could already hear the beginning notes of "Ordinary World" pummeling out of the sky-high speakers adorning both sides of the Main Stage. While Duran Duran wasn't on my list of weekend "must-sees," I was thoroughly impressed. Those guys can rock

"You know you're something special and you look like you're the best"

The Strokes headlined at the main stage after Duran Duran. The Strokes are a band I want to like, and they have quite a few songs I have on a few random iPod mixes. From what I've heard so far, I'm a fan of their latest album, Angles. It's too bad that the lead singer, Julian Casablancas, is pretty much a raging, self-centered jerk. He didn't seem excited to be there, he spat crude jokes and cutting phrases at the audience, and he ridiculed people for being excited to see Kanye. I guess maybe I'm just unaware of the way Casablancas garners his stage presence, however I was disappointedly unimpressed with him. The Strokes songs live, however, are just as sharp and clean as they discs they're immortalized on. 

"We've got the right to live; fight to use it...Got everything and you can just choose it..."

Arguably the most anticipated act of the entire weekend, Kanye West came out at 10:45 to deliver what is already being touted as one of the best rap performances of all-time. I'm probably biased because 1) I was there and 2) I haven't seen a whole lot of live rap performances, but I have to say I was completely and blissfully blown away. Entering on a crane, back-dropped by a beautifully crafted canvas, and surrounded by his now-signature ballet dancers, Kanye's performance was nothing short of a perfectly-crafted artistic masterpiece. He blasted through 25 songs spanning his entire career, pausing only momentarily to praise his fans and remember his mother. To many people's dismay (and initially, mine too), Kanye brought out virtually no guests-- Bon Iver's Justin Vernon was really the only other noticeable artist sharing the stage, and only for a couple songs. Instead, Kanye chose to make the moment completely and entirely his own, and it worked. As he sings himself: "No one man should have all that power." Perhaps that's true, but last Sunday night, Kanye single-handedly commanded the crowd like few can. Day 3: Brilliant.

"How do you...refresh the page and restart the memory? Respark the soul and rebuild the energy?"

"I guess every superhero needs his theme music"

I arrived home in San Diego tired, dirty, and sore on Monday--(Tim didn't even sleep, but rather just drove the 3.5 hour drive to Santa Barbara as soon as we arrived home from Kanye's performance). The weather hit 100 degrees almost all of the days we were in the desert. The beers were expensive and the grounds dusty. And yet, the weekend was absolutely magic. I'm already counting the days until 2012...

Sunday, March 27, 2011

We're Gonna Make it Work When it Hurts

"For the First Time," The Script

We're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while...
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time


Oh, these times are hard
(Yeah they're making us crazy)
Don't give up on me, baby

 
Farther apart than we're supposed to be. Once again connected by technology and power lines, touch screens and text messages. You can't read tone through text, they say. You can't hear a heart beat over the telephone. An email won't reveal laugh lines. Sometimes "I miss you" just isn't enough. And while I can "realize how lucky I am" and recognize "how worse off some other people are," sometimes I just need a day to be sad and feel lonely. Sometimes it feels like we're traveling, alone, through our own vast forests of snow or sea. 




Then, as it was
Then again it will be
And though the course may change sometimes
Rivers always reach the sea
-"Ten Years Gone," Led Zeppelin